While you are debating within yourself whether you really want to let go of the world completely, and surrender your will and life to God, He is doing whatever He can to help you make the only sane decision. The way God is doing that is by pouring oceans of Grace out over all the separated ones, all the Children of God who believe that they are lost to Him. He keeps sending His Love and His Messengers to redeem all the fallen children.
God, in His mercy, keeps offering you His inheritance again, but He will not force Himself upon you. Only what you are willing to receive out of free will can be received by you. The Kingdom of God is not a Kingdom of tyranny, and you will always be allowed to make your own decisions. When you decide to keep looking for hope and happiness in a world that offers none, the Divine will wait until you are ready to choose again and accept what is rightfully yours, by God’s Grace.
Ask and you shall receive. Seek and you shall find. Knock and the door shall be opened. For the flow of Grace to start pouring our on you, you have to want it and you have to open up to it. All prayer is answered. You cannot pray to me or to the Holy Spirit in a sincere way and not receive an answer. To ignore a prayer would be to go against the laws of Creation. When you are ready to receive God’s Gifts, and you ask for them and you open up to them, you WILL receive.
What does it mean to walk by Grace? What does it mean to recognize that, “It’s only Grace!” It means to recognize that even though, like the prodigal son, you have decided to leave your father behind, you can return any moment and everything will be restored in your awareness perfectly. Whatever you have experienced while you left your home will be nothing more than one false note in an endless symphony, hardly noticed when it happened and soon forgotten afterwards.
God keeps giving and giving and giving. He keeps offering and offering and offering. And all that you have to do is say, “Yes!” Oceans of Grace are being poured out over you, whether you notice it or not, and the door of the Kingdom of God is opened for you 24/7. All you have to do is to align your will with the will of God. All you have to do to accept all of this is to choose for God over the world that you know of. Isn’t this a simple and clear situation, and an easy decision to make?
God loves you. In Him there is not one thought of grievances, hurt, or blame about you. You are the Child He loves without measure, for eternity. In your current state of mind you cannot grasp that, but you can come to know this once again. Follow me. Follow me through your resurrection, through your ascension, through your rebirth as the Christ that you are.
Give me your burdens and follow me all the way, while God’s Grace is pouring out on the both of us. Make the one decision everyone has to make in the end, and rejoice in the simplicity of salvation. Return to the only place where you can truly be at home. Come to me, you who are burdened, and I will give you rest. That is a promise, and I keep my promises. Amen.